Happy New Year! 1/2/2018

I can’t believe we’re already two days into 2018. To me, it’s unreal. A lot happened in 2017 that feels as if they just happened. My daughter having two repair surgeries; her lip and palate, my two best friends/sisters had their beautiful babies, my daughter turned 1, etc. A lot of good things happened, and a lot of bad things happened, too. The good things are listed above. The bad things.. my anxiety. That’s it. My anxiety flared up a lot this year, and I tried to control it, but it just overpowered me. This year is going to be different. Totally different. What I mean by that is not let stuff get to me, be a better version of myself than I was last year. I’m gonna make a whole post about my goals for the year, so be on the look out for that coming soon!

This post is going to be a little shorter than my normal ones, so I guess I’m going to end it here.

I just wanted to pop on here and tell y’all Happy New Year, and to have a fun and safe one!

Thanks for reading! <3

Uhm… 12/21/2017

I have three posts drafted, and I have failed at Blogtober & Blogmas…

Everything got a little crazy at the start of December. Between trying to get stuff for everyone for Christmas, events, *ahem* car troubles, and just the overall craziness that is the holidays.

I actually don’t have much of an explanation for y’all other than I just got lazy. Yep. That’s it. I just got lazy..

To be honest, the thought of turning on my tablet to try and think of a post to write and publish just got a little overwhelming for me.

As some of you may know, I have anxiety, and just the thought of doing something some mornings, really gets my anxiety going. Cleaning is a really good example. When I think of cleaning, or just picturing myself cleaning a certain area of my home, I get overwhelmed, and I don’t do it.

What I’m wanting to do in the new year is to do the stuff that overwhelms me. Whether it be cleaning a big pile of mess, or coming on here and writing, or whatever else may overwhelm me. I just wanna conquer it. Just do it. My would tell me to do the thing that makes me nervous because once I do it, I’ll feel better.

Anyways, I just really wanted to hop on here real quick and try to give an explanation to you guys, but I don’t really have one. I just got lazy.

I also want to give a shout out to my husband! Today is his birthday <3

Is anybody out there?

Sorry..

I know my very first post of the month was about Blogtober. You may have noticed, if anyone is reading this blog, that I haven’t posted anything since.

I didn’t commit. I’m somewhat good with committing to things. Cleaning, cooking, laundry.

I just realized, watching the newest episode of HTGAWM (How To Get Away With Murder), that I need to commit more.

Clean when I don’t have the motivation. Cook for my husband on weekends even if I don’t feel good or if I’m too tired. Do laundry so we don’t have small cat fights over it.

Just commit in general. I mean, I’m committed to my husband, and always will be.

I wanna commit to be a better me.

Join me?